nothing better

Hidden song .. with random thoughts .Riding through this world. I love How I met your mother. I need to make Jazzi's scrapbook .All alone. I wish I could breath out of my right nostril. My room smells good .God takes you soul. Tuxedo looks so cute when he sleeps. I love 927 .Youre on your own. Hope Misty finishs my tattoo sketch sometime this year. I need a change .The crow flies straight. Spent too much money today. Can't wait for vacation to start .In a perfect line. licked three envelopes. I want a pedicure .On the devils back. need to catch up. need to lose weight .Until you die. always missing him. I want a stereo .Gotta look this life. Reading books next week .In the eye. Soaking up the sun. close my eyes. dream.

sick in bed

I haven't blogged for awhile.. but since I'm laying in bed, with my laptop in lap and tv on.. I figured I could type a short blog. I hate being sick. Burning eyes, stuffy nose, achy body.. I love NyQuil though!! I prefer Theraflu Nightime, but theres only one store that carries the tablets. NyQuil works though! Yesterday I stayed drugged up all day and slept all day.. it was awesome! The best way to cure a cold is sleep! SunLakes starts Saturday and I can't be sick!!! I'm so excited that Jazzi and Melissa are attending this year! I still have all my costume shopping to do.. packing.. all my shopping really. I love to wait till the last minute. And I'm torn, I have the option of driving the truck and pulling the boat this year, or riding with Jazzi and Melissa, which would be a lot of fun! Road trip! But I love to drive, and pulling the boat sounds like it'd be fun. We'll see which one I choose. Anyway, nothing too interesting... I'm going to go back to watching How I met your mother - Good show! =]

full plate & i'm stuffed

Why did I think going to school and working full time was going to be a fun idea? I feel like there's never any time.. I want to go to the gym, I want to go tanning, I want to use up my yoga sessions, I want to go grocery shopping, I want to clean my room, I want to watch a movie, I want to take a nap, I want to read a book, I want to stare at the wall.... BUT I CANT. I have to wake up and watch the kids, I have to shower, I have to sit in traffic on the way to work, I have to work for 8+ hours 5 days a week, I have to sit in traffic to get home, I have to eat dinner, I have to give tuxedo attention, I have to open a book and study, I have to log onto Blackboard and see what assignments are due next, I have to school, school, school.... THEN sleep a couple hours, and do it all over again. I miss my friends, I miss taking tuxedo on walks, I miss watching tv, I miss being on the computer snooping around on peoples pages and not typing up assignments, I miss sleeping. I look at my planner and see the daily squares and all I see is black ink.. with crap to do on every day. I want empty squares. I miss empty squares.

whats mine is yours

7:30am Monday morning I hear "boomboom" on my front door.. followed by "Ashli, get down here! You're car was broken into!" wonderful. Walked outside with one eye open to find a man I didn't recognize standing by my car.. Jimmy. He looks different through one eye. I think I forget how much I love my car until I see it with a missing passenger window. The feeling you get in your stomach when you peek inside your car to see your pretty deck you loved so much, gone... I repeat to myself, no need in being upset.. there's nothing you can do at this point except fix it. NO matter how mad/sad I get, my window will still be broken and my deck will still be gone. Nevertheless, it sucks. So now I drive a Prius for $25 a day and will be driving it for a week because my car is staying a week at Murray's Collision. From this I will have a new dash (with a missing deck because insurance does not cover of course), new passenger and drivers side door, and a window again. My deck is probably sitting in a dumpster right now being rained on because the bastards that stole it realized theres a password required for it, so it's useless to them. I feel like we never had a proper goodbye.

condo for my jewelry

I went to JCPenny's last night and purchased a 50% off Jewelry Armoire. My new jewelry will need a pretty home once it arrives. With my luck, the guy that loaded it into my car from the pick up merchanise area mixed up the numbers on the item, instead of item #9400 he gave me #9004. Which is ugly. Would have been nice if it was beautiful and more expensive. That would have been a great deal. But nope.. he gave me a grandma one. So after hauling it from my car into my house, its very heavy and takes up my entire back seat, I get to haul it back into my car and back to the store to pick up the RIGHT one. Lame! Don't they know I have things to do today? No time for this nonsense. I checked it too, made sure I was picking up my ORDER #... assumed they had my ITEM number correct. Silly pick up merchandise area people.

piece of heaven, with sugar on top

Misty came over the other night and had mexican bread for the first time. The piece she had was really nothing special.. but she LOVED it. Who wouldn't love it though? Besides Jimmy. We've been friends like 10 years and this is the first time she's ever heard or seen such a beautiful piece of bread. Then I got to thinking... have I kept this a secret from the girls this whole time because I didn't want to share? because deep down I'm selfish and I hate sharing food? This cant be. When tia brought all that mexican bread over last time, I made a plate for Sara. Anyway - I will have to bring her to a bakery so she can see all the pretty bread and for sure, next gathering I'll show up with some yummy goodies to share with the girls. dang this made me hungry...

fresh squeezed

Today I purchased a juicer. I'm madly in love. I highly recommend everyone purchases a juicer, tomorrow. I don't eat fruit but I like the juice.. =]

yet another stupid move by ashli

I was hanging out with Nick at my grandmas house and I had been picking on him all night. This goes to show, what goes around comes around. Earlier I took out my tongue ring because he said it grosses him out, so of course I took it out and the ball broke. (about time, I'd been chomping on it for over a month now) I decided to keep it in with only one ball holding the barbel in place. Everything was going fine, it was staying put.. wouldn't even notice I was missing the other ball. Until.... I started laughing at Nick and inhale.. up goes the barbel, stuck in the throat! "OMG Nick you'll never guess what just happened.. wait.. Cough, Cough" Nope, down it goes... ahh yet another stupid move by Ashli.

quit starrin at me

I've been on the computer since I opened my eyes this morning! So now I have a headache! I keep yawning too, but I can't seem to remove myself from the keyboard. I finished my outline for my next speech.. I actually think I'm going to do pretty good with this school thing. I've accepted the fact that I no longer have a social life. I miss my friends and all our laughs. Someday I'll be done with school and have a career... I just gotta make it through the next million years.

no school weekend

I picked up my psychology book for all of 30 minutes on Saturday. It's been collecting dust ever since. I really should have studied, instead I'll cram the next 3 days and stress out over it. Ah the life of a procrastinator! Whatev! I enjoyed my weekend, craft thing with mom and soso.. bb's with friends that have forgotten my face since it's been so long since we've seen eachother. Sunday was LiaSophia Jewelry party day. Great weekend! Back to work tomorrow.. ew. Sara's Raybantastic now so that's one less stress! :P

oh sunny day

I cant believe I finished all my psychology work this weekend! I was actually able to spend my Sunday with family! It was beautiful outside - played with tuxedo and the kids in the backyard. Not looking forward to going to work tomorrow though, ew! Whatev.

I should be studying..

So I decided I'd try out this blog thing.. even though I feel like to have a blog, you must have kids. I mean, who really wants to hear all about Ashli? Whatev! Instead of reading my Psychology chapters, like I should be doing... I'm creating a blog. Tomorrow is my girlfriend at work, Holly's birthday - actually it's on Sunday but I'll be seeing her tomorrow. So Tia gave me a cute little box and cake pan, I went to the store today and bought the goodies to make a birthday cake for her. I'm really not the baker type - I want to be - but baked goodies usually don't turn out for me. To my surprise - my cake is yummy! I also decorated it! The best frosting job I've ever done! I cut the top of my frosting pen a little too big, so my writing/drawing looks like a preschooler drew on it, but I think I love it!